Archive for October, 2007

Google Homepages Make Me Happy


23 Oct

NaNoWriMo is just barely around the corner! In just eight small days I will plunge myself back into the highly-kinetic, hyper-active, low-sleep-quotient world of finishing a 50,000+ word first draft of a complete novel. Pray for me!

This will be my third year, and the routine is becoming quite comforting. Mid-September I realized how near November was getting and put in my email address on the NaNo site for a reminder when this years registration was open. Early October I registered for this special form of insanity I so love. I had no idea what I was going to write this year. A week later a seed of an idea got randomly planted. A week after that my idea was losing steam to the raucous pleading of four other ideas I have had percolating in my writer’s notebook (Moleskine, of course!), along with a new comer that refused to sit still. I began to doubt my own sanity, and the very meaning of life. Then, after a gentle prod from my beloved Wife, the original idea sprang back into place complete with outset, outline frame and end point. Whew! I know what I am going to be writing this year. And, one of the fun bits is that scenario has been more, or less, the same for the last two efforts.

In 2005 I crossed the finish line with just over 50k on paper. In 2006 my count was just past 57k. I hope to continue the trend this year and get over 60k. Wish me luck.

One of the things I am discovering about my own writing method is that all I really need to get rolling is a character I find engaging, a vague sketch of an initial situation, and an end scene. The middle bits seem to work themselves out just fine. No matter how many interesting scenes, and pieces of character development I note down in what I call an outline (and most people would call an ungodly messy pile of half articulated scribbles), I get nowhere without an end to write towards. The end might be different once I get there, but I still need a target, no matter how much it moves. That’s what works for me, anyways.

Okay, back to the original point. Google Homepage. Of all the things that Google has produced over the years, their personalized homepages are my favorite, with a close second of Gmail. I have a number of tabs on mine, and on is (you guessed it) dedicated to my NaNo effort.  Google Homepages allow you to customize the content with widgets designed inhouse, or through there API engine.  I have widgets for research bookmarks, writing prompt, notes, a RSS feed of official NaNoWriMo announcements and a NaNo word count progress meter.  The notebook is especially useful as I can jot down items as I peruse the research links and read my source books.  Other tabs of my Homepage have been customized with my blog feeds, website projects, financial information, news, general writing, and my ever important online comics.  Since a good deal of my life is spent working (and playing) with online content, I have found this resource invaluable.  Now, if only there was a way to back it all up.  ;-)

A Logical Argument Against Environmental Inaction


23 Oct

Just doing my part here for an issue that should concern us all.  (In case the video doesn’t load, you can find it here.)

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Arguing For Optimism


16 Oct

Robert Anton Wilson was an eternal optimist. His reasons for maintaining that philosophy on life were manifold, but in this video he gives a succinct synopses.

I’ve been reading Up From Eden, by Ken Wilber. It’s an expansion on his thesis about what he calls the “Atman Project.” The idea is that human being feel the separation from Oneness that is inherent in all creation as a necessary result of coming into existence as distinct forms. We long for that universal completeness, or what the Vedas call Atman, the true state of things which is eternal and undying. Our longing leads us to reach for substitute sources for this eternal life and lack of death. That is the Atman Project, the replacing of divine unity with material and intellectual substitutes. Fame, wealth, security, control.

Over at AnxietyCulture.com I came across a post that combines these two threads, Optimism and the falseness of the Atman Project, “‘Real’ Positive Thinking”. You can read it here.

The War Is Between Your Ears


11 Oct

All affirmations are true in some sense, false in some sense, meaningless in some sense, true and false in some sense, true and meaningless in some sense, false and meaningless in some sense, and true and false and meaningless in some sense. – The Principia Discordia

All beliefs are only beliefs. Conclusions are only conclusions. Opinions are only opinions. You owe it to yourself to not take anything given as given, even this. Every thing you believe, every political view, moral inclination, ethical swing are all structures inserted into the clear void of your mind. They are distinctions only. Distinctions are very important. Without them you would not know when to put on your shoes, what to eat, why not to stand in front of a bus. They are essential, but they are not factual. They are the tools you have to navigate this world, and they determine the reality you have access to. They can be changed.

Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense. – The Buddha

Beliefs are like a wardrobe. You should keep it up to date and examine it regularly. Discard those beliefs that don’t suit you anymore, that aren’t your style. And, when you are shopping for new beliefs, remember to try them on before you take them home as yours. Make sure they fit you well, perform the function you need, and go with the rest of your selection. But, just like a real wardrobe, the beliefs you wear early in life are not initially selected by you. They are offered by parents, teachers, television, friends. You work with what is handed to you.

A belief structure can only exist in your mind with your agreement. You must, at some level, accept the belief.  Most of us are ambushed at an early age with the input of belief structures from our parents and/or primary care givers.  We accept these belief structures without question due to our need to trust those with, what appears at the time to be, ultimate authority over us.  But, make no mistake, we accept theses things.  They are well intended, but may not always be the most effective tools.  People do make mistakes.  When we become able to we should, as responsible evolving expressions of Spirit, examine them with a critical eye and re-accept them if that seems the appropriate thing to do.

And, that, precisely, is where the war begins.   The powers that be do not want us to examine those structures.  Having them in place, and acting with them, keeps us in line.  Make no mistake – Every war fought, every battle waged, every law passed, every vote taken, every decision handed down from on high is made with the goal of winning more of your brain space; to get you to accept (or continue to accept) more belief structures.  All enemies are propped up to reinforce the mythic-membership, the clan mentality, which keeps those in power in power.  “It’s us against them.”  “The war on poverty.”  “The war on terrorism.”  “Mothers Against Drunk Drivers.”  They are all rallying cries to accept belief structures.  Now, some of them are all well and good, and effective.  But, not all.  They need to be examined.  The single thing that those in power fear most is your critical examination of your belief structures.  They fear you thinking.

That is why the controlling powers of the world have, over the past several decades, systematically degraded the educational systems.  They have very nearly made it a crime to teach children to critically think.  It is perfectly fine to teach kids what to think, but not how.  Perfectly acceptable to educate them on performing menial, repetitive tasks, but not to question the validity of those tasks.  It is a fine thing to teach them to follow, but not to lead.  Leadership courses, at the pre-college level, are more and more the exclusive property of exclusive private schools.  The dominant belief structures are squeezing the capacity to question, and create, belief structures out of the masses and into the hands of those whose bloodlines are already in control.

The war is being waged all around you, and the fundamental field of battle, and the only prize, is your mind.  Your beliefs.  You have a weapon against this onslaught, no matter how dusty.  Your thoughts.  Think.  Think critically.  Think about what you believe, and why.  Think about what matters to you, what makes sense,  what is effective.  If in the end you agree whole heartedly with the belief structures you find in your mind, more power to you!  At least you will have consciously chosen who you are rather than had it handed to you with a pat on the head and a smile.

Without the exercise of critical thought, and self-examination, we are reduced to the status of automatons.  Robots not truly alive.  Live, and think, free!

Travis Eneix

Dedicated to looking at the self.