Archive for January, 2007

I am pleased beyond words


11 Jan

Today I wandered into the Borders half a block from work, which is a fairly standard pre-lunch ritual for me. I had the second half of the gift card my brother gave me for X-mass in my pocket, my email 25% coupon from Borders, and $1.81 left in Holiday Credit from Borders which is a reward for spending money there over the last year (They have a LOT of marketing gimmicks.)

I meandered over to the Philosophy section and what should be propped up on the shelf at eye level and staring at me but The Undead and Philosophy: Chicken Soup for the Soulless, another installment in the series I love so much, Popular Culture and Philosophy from Open Court press. I snatched it up quicker than a newly re-born vampire digging his new fangs into some delicious neck on his first night out!

This is the latest in a serious of fortunate events and coincidences that have been pointing me down the undead path over the last few months. In the program I am in for dealing with my compulsive over eating issues, writing is emphasized as an essential tool for uncovering the stuff we addictive types cover up with our addiction practices. It is ironic that I, a long time dreamer of becoming a writer who was always too scared to try, should become involved in such a program. That provided the first steps in my exploring the possibility of making my dream a reality. However, I have had difficulty doing actual program writing. Instead I got more, and more, into fiction writing. Last year I made my second attempt at NaNoWriMo and succeeded in completing 50,000 words of a fiction novel in one month. I put aside an idea I was working on concerning a nice guy vampire and gothic chick, and a zombie priest story, to write a wild tale about a guy secretly working for special zombie hunting teams attached to the CDC. The irony hit me one night when I realized that my subconscious had been tricking me into doing program writing when I thought I was not. I mean, what better fictional metaphor for the somnambulistic state achieved by indulging in a food addiction than zombies!

Then, for X-mass, my company gave us hoodies that say ‘I’d rather be killing zombies’ across the back.

Then, I get the book today.

The universe seems to be pointing me along a path of understanding my condition, and living my dream of being a fiction writer, and learning philosophy all at the same time.

I am tickled pink.

I think that’s backwards…


11 Jan

Love on the RiseThis popped up on the front page MySpace rotating add this morning. It stopped and made me go, hmmmm. If love is on the rise, why are there more singles? And, if the site is so effective in getting couples together, why aren’t the numbers going down? I mean, obviously the title is a reference to the young lady’s skirt being on the rise, and therefore is a further bullet in the mind war of equating sex with love, but really, do they even think these things through?

My own adventures on the the psychic battlefield of sex as love have been quite amazing. A real maturity growth point for me. Sex is not love. Sex is fun, when done right, and is greatly enhanced by the presence of love/Love, but the two are not the same.

Fight Club!


10 Jan

I finally got around to reading Fight Club over the weekend while at Wilbur Hot Springs. I really enjoyed it, more so than the movie which is also one of my favorites. In particular I enjoyed the ‘afterword’ by the author in the volume I read. Amongst his anecdotes surrounding the experience of writing a book that eventually became hugely successful, and started a bizarre cult phenomenon, he give the germination of the story as an experiment in coming up with a way to smoothly handle transitions between scenes. His goal was to par down scenes to the core impact, and he wanted to find a way to move rapidly from one to the next without jarring the reader. His answer was to incorporate a repeating chorus that would remind the reader of the subject matter, and signal that a change was occurring in scene. Hence the eight rules of fight club:

1 – The first rule of Fight Club is, you do not talk about Fight Club.

2 – The second rule of Fight Club is, you DO NOT talk about Fight Club.

3 – If someone says stop, goes limp, taps out, the fight is over.

4 – Two guys to a fight.

5 – One fight at a time.

6 – No shirts, no shoes.

7 – Fights will go on as long as they have to.

8 – If this is your first night at Fight Club, you have to fight.

In the latter portions of the book he changed the chorus to the rules of Project Mayhem, and occasionally the ‘I am Joe’s Unbridled Rage’ bits. All in all a very effective, and transparent method. Food for thought for this learning writer.

Whew! There goes another one!


10 Jan

I finished up my latest novel last night.  I got to the words, ‘THE END.’  The book came in at 71,803 words.  Now to let it rest for a couple of weeks.  Then, I get to read it and see if it’s worth devoting the time to do a full edit on.  It’s been a hell of a couple of months, a real joy to write.

Incredibly Useful Organizer


04 Jan

This has already bounced around a bit, but check out the Pocket Mod, an 8-page custom mini-organizer you make with one piece of paper.

Travis Eneix

Dedicated to looking at the self.